Friday, April 29, 2005
Reaching the deepest pit of the bottomless dark ocean
Homework
(Unchanged, actually the list of homework increaseda great deal, but i have yet to sort them out yet, and have not done any of them)
Her
Problems arise here and there. Like all other problems, we shall look at the most fundalmental part of the problem. We are in different class. Being in different class meant that we no longer share the same school experience, same lessons and same scolding from same teachers, and same unbearable workload. Instead, the amount of hw given to everyone by different teachers is very much the same, but its just that i simply don't give a damn, while she became so tensed up and stressed that she stuff venting her frustration on me. Prehaps, she will feel better that day, but I'll feel worst. I always seems so carefree and heckcare in school, but the reality is that i hide my stress well.
My History
My four years in the stressful oven-like environment THE CHINESE HIGH SCHOOL has taught me an important lesson regarding work management. In my third year when the first sign of Olevel loams like dark clouds above my head, i started to be tenses up and stressed, very much like what my gf is experiencing now. Everyday go home do hw, every moment worry about what hw is there to be done. Although i still have my usual cheerful self with me, i became irritated very easily and eventually ended up with the first fight of my life, with a "bulldozer" over 100KG in weight. Rather uninterestingly, i lose, and in the process of falling down, i grabbed his badge and ended up spliting his uniform into two. When Mr honyp, my form teacher then, discover this, he did not even ask me to apologise or indeed ask me to pay the bulldozer the price of his torn shirt. Prehaps its because i have that screwed up look in my eyes, prehaps i'm a good student in the eyes of most teachers, but this is indeed a lucky break.
Lesson learnt
Ever since that incident, i told myself to take things easy. One need not have to achieve greatness to be happy. The process of staying ahead of others, the process of constant worrying about work takes happiness away from you. You lose friends, you make your love ones feel bad, and generally screw your life up. You only have one life. You are in control. Live it your way. Enjoy it your way. If there are things, such as school work or jobs that must be done and you dislike it, you can simply ignore it. Just as long as you did not screw up your Alevels, or get yrself expelled, you are living your life to the fullest.
Ways of living life YOUR way
-Do things your way, you need not care about what others are doing and try to do what they are doing. You will only end up becoming a useless clone of any other person around you. Who need uncreative clones who follow trends blindly nowadays? Companies look for creative trendsetters.
-Do not think about work that need to be done, when you are not doing them. Any time not spent on work is = time to relax. You already torture yrself doing all those work. Why do you want to further torture yrself by constantly thinking about them?
-Learn to be happy. Joke, make a fool of yourself, act cute... Anything! Just as long as you live life your way, live a happy happy life. Do u want to waste your only life away working hellishly and worrying about hellish work, or do you want to spend every moment of your precious life being happy?
-Live life your way, nobody is going to force you to do anything, unless you let yourself be forced. Always remember: Live life your way!
Her again
May she be enlightened after reading this, so that i may live a happier life also.
iHPC Quest Progress
Today when to science park to attend iHPC quest competition briefing. Ate alot dring the free buffet. Haha... now still damn full. Topic is "Digital Media" using High Performance Computing. Haven't really decide what to do yet. Have to submit first draft proposal next week. Its very similar to PW. Will be damn stressed le lor...
(Unchanged, actually the list of homework increaseda great deal, but i have yet to sort them out yet, and have not done any of them)
Her
Problems arise here and there. Like all other problems, we shall look at the most fundalmental part of the problem. We are in different class. Being in different class meant that we no longer share the same school experience, same lessons and same scolding from same teachers, and same unbearable workload. Instead, the amount of hw given to everyone by different teachers is very much the same, but its just that i simply don't give a damn, while she became so tensed up and stressed that she stuff venting her frustration on me. Prehaps, she will feel better that day, but I'll feel worst. I always seems so carefree and heckcare in school, but the reality is that i hide my stress well.
My History
My four years in the stressful oven-like environment THE CHINESE HIGH SCHOOL has taught me an important lesson regarding work management. In my third year when the first sign of Olevel loams like dark clouds above my head, i started to be tenses up and stressed, very much like what my gf is experiencing now. Everyday go home do hw, every moment worry about what hw is there to be done. Although i still have my usual cheerful self with me, i became irritated very easily and eventually ended up with the first fight of my life, with a "bulldozer" over 100KG in weight. Rather uninterestingly, i lose, and in the process of falling down, i grabbed his badge and ended up spliting his uniform into two. When Mr honyp, my form teacher then, discover this, he did not even ask me to apologise or indeed ask me to pay the bulldozer the price of his torn shirt. Prehaps its because i have that screwed up look in my eyes, prehaps i'm a good student in the eyes of most teachers, but this is indeed a lucky break.
Lesson learnt
Ever since that incident, i told myself to take things easy. One need not have to achieve greatness to be happy. The process of staying ahead of others, the process of constant worrying about work takes happiness away from you. You lose friends, you make your love ones feel bad, and generally screw your life up. You only have one life. You are in control. Live it your way. Enjoy it your way. If there are things, such as school work or jobs that must be done and you dislike it, you can simply ignore it. Just as long as you did not screw up your Alevels, or get yrself expelled, you are living your life to the fullest.
Ways of living life YOUR way
-Do things your way, you need not care about what others are doing and try to do what they are doing. You will only end up becoming a useless clone of any other person around you. Who need uncreative clones who follow trends blindly nowadays? Companies look for creative trendsetters.
-Do not think about work that need to be done, when you are not doing them. Any time not spent on work is = time to relax. You already torture yrself doing all those work. Why do you want to further torture yrself by constantly thinking about them?
-Learn to be happy. Joke, make a fool of yourself, act cute... Anything! Just as long as you live life your way, live a happy happy life. Do u want to waste your only life away working hellishly and worrying about hellish work, or do you want to spend every moment of your precious life being happy?
-Live life your way, nobody is going to force you to do anything, unless you let yourself be forced. Always remember: Live life your way!
Her again
May she be enlightened after reading this, so that i may live a happier life also.
iHPC Quest Progress
Today when to science park to attend iHPC quest competition briefing. Ate alot dring the free buffet. Haha... now still damn full. Topic is "Digital Media" using High Performance Computing. Haven't really decide what to do yet. Have to submit first draft proposal next week. Its very similar to PW. Will be damn stressed le lor...
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