Wednesday, August 31, 2005
a post
dont really have anything in mind when i came here, but then weikiat has been bugging me to write something and i figured that it has been quite a while since the last time i blogged.
hols are around the corner. a respite from the fucked up school. definitely a welcomed break for the escapist me, for the idea of facing the reality appeals me to no end especially it means the daily reluntance to drag yourself out of bed, so that you can engage in superficial and crappy activities that you never find a point in, to end up in tears realizing that the solution has never existed. and that's school for you. repeated cycles of that.
promos, unfortunately, is also approaching, as all teachers havent failed to point out. indifference. that was the only word i felt like penning down on the paper ms june gave us. results have lost its appeal long ago. a lot of things have, it seems. havent felt adrenaline for a long time. perhaps the pain is so excruciating that i have overinjected myself with transquilisers. anyway, i decided that i could be better off taking econs s-paper (the only subject among the four which i want to study) and not being chased out of my house. therefore sept 4.
the anime, full metal alchemist, puts its take on life and death fiercely across. and i agree on their perspective wholeheartedly. and here's my two cents worth. because the earth continues revolving whether or not you exist. because death can be likened to hurling a pebble into the a vast, boundless sea. an insignificant ripple admist the unyielding swash, very soon the pebble would have been eroded, and having its slightest trace disappear from the surface of the earth. that's life, unfortunately.
guess i have nothing else to say then.
hols are around the corner. a respite from the fucked up school. definitely a welcomed break for the escapist me, for the idea of facing the reality appeals me to no end especially it means the daily reluntance to drag yourself out of bed, so that you can engage in superficial and crappy activities that you never find a point in, to end up in tears realizing that the solution has never existed. and that's school for you. repeated cycles of that.
promos, unfortunately, is also approaching, as all teachers havent failed to point out. indifference. that was the only word i felt like penning down on the paper ms june gave us. results have lost its appeal long ago. a lot of things have, it seems. havent felt adrenaline for a long time. perhaps the pain is so excruciating that i have overinjected myself with transquilisers. anyway, i decided that i could be better off taking econs s-paper (the only subject among the four which i want to study) and not being chased out of my house. therefore sept 4.
the anime, full metal alchemist, puts its take on life and death fiercely across. and i agree on their perspective wholeheartedly. and here's my two cents worth. because the earth continues revolving whether or not you exist. because death can be likened to hurling a pebble into the a vast, boundless sea. an insignificant ripple admist the unyielding swash, very soon the pebble would have been eroded, and having its slightest trace disappear from the surface of the earth. that's life, unfortunately.
guess i have nothing else to say then.
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