Saturday, October 01, 2005

 

Lyrics

寂寞沙洲冷 - 周传雄

等你走后心憔悴
 
白色油桐风中纷飞 
落花随人幽情这个季节
河畔的风放肆拼命的吹 
不断拨弄女人的眼泪
那样浓烈的爱再也无法给 
伤感一夜一夜

当记忆的线穿杨过往支离破碎 
是黄昏占据了心扉
有花儿伴着蝴碟 
孤燕可以双飞 
夜深人静独徘徊
当幸福恋人寄来红色分享喜悦 
闭上双眼难过头也不敢回
仍然渐渐恨之不肯安歇微带着后悔 
寂寞沙洲我该思念谁

I think this set of lyrics is so beautifully written. It's pensively poetic and yet simple to comprehend at the same time.

GP is screwed. I came out with the knowledge that i have written my worst GP essay in my entire life. My points are so flawed, immatured and irrelevant that if i were the examiner i would i have given myself a 24, not because i deserved it but for the effort. Physics is okay but i couldnt believe my luck, six mcq guesses and all six turned out to be screwed. 14/20, a mediorce grade but physics marks are of no concern to me.

My Chinese has atrophied. Words no longer flow as smoothly as it used to be. And this is very sad because Chinese is my root (for once i agree with government officials). Of course, this shouldnt be affecting me in practical terms, since i will be virtually scoring an A1 for AO Chinese this November, and that i am pretty sure that it wont be of much use to my future career. But still, it's a sense of loss. It's like isolating a part of me and it's not the act but rather, the realisation of the act that is painful. It doesnt matter if others tell me that my english is good (which i know it's not the case) or that they never gave a damn about chinese because deep down, I am a Chinese at heart.

But i am distancing myself from my heart with time and its voice is now so feeble. One day, when i could no longer hear it, when i could no longer feel it, i will cease to exist. And i am afraid that the day will come soon.

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